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What is life without hate? What is life without a storm? What is life without fear?
Every single day I wake up, to a new day, with a completely different countenance and hope. I prepare my mind for the worst, I sometimes imagine bad scenarios and what I will do to overcome them. What is life without love? What is life without a companion? Sometimes I sit to imagine having the best partner the universe can send to me, sometimes I daydream romantic scenarios. I reminisce a lot on my past, but that's not enough validation for my present ideology. I sometimes imagine being heartbroken over and over again, even though sometimes I feel my heart belongs somewhere it shouldn't be. The future is too bright to see through, curiosity of the mind is literally exhausting. The past can be reflected upon and the present can be seen with zero effort. You can never be prepared enough for the universe. The past is a lesson that prepares you for the future examination. Sometimes I ask myself how much I have learnt so far. Whatever You have been through in life doesn't validate your Success, they are your mistakes, your definition of life. Whatever tomorrow holds, You still have to fight for it. 

There are too many questions we ask ourselves that we cannot answer. The moment you start seeking for your own identity, is the moment I consider the awakening. Even though we believe in God, the misconception around religion has made us drift as far as possible from God. What is life without God? I sit to reminisce on some unfortunate events, and some depressing phases of my life and I can only wonder. You can only imagine God’s plan in your life but you can never guess right. Just when you thought you were not worthy of his love, he showers you with mercy. I have learnt to consider every single day an opportunity to prove my worthiness of his grace. The definition of Perfection to God,is different  from that of man. Never let anyone make you feel unworthy of the unconditional love of God. The word of God has been twisted to the benefit of the son of man so many times, however let your intuition be your guide because you're God, he lives and dwells in you at all times, in unfaithfulness and righteousness.

When I think of the fact that I have been heartbroken, I ask myself, how do I appreciate being loved? When I think of days I feel alone in the world, I ask myself how I will appreciate being surrounded by people. When I think of days no one believed in my potential, I ask myself, how do I appreciate those who believed in me. When I think about days I was at the verge of giving up on myself and life itself, I ask myself how I appreciate my baby steps and effort. It is easy to reminisce on So many unfortunate scenarios, what about the good days? What about the days I was loved like no other, what about the days I felt I belong somewhere, what about the days my loved ones believed in my potentials, what about the days giving up wasn't an option because I have a motivator. Every sad song is a happy song in disguise. Learning to see the good in bad is emotionally exhausting, we are always overshadowed by the negativity in every unfortunate event. It is not easy to ignore the pain of a fresh wound, but it is easy to smile over a scar. Gratitude is key, Gratitude is Divine. Don't spend too much time looking behind you, instead dwell on your presence and what you can make out of it. Ignorance is not an excuse in life, life has no mercy on anyone. You have to fight for every single thing. Never be sentimental about anything, not even your love. If you are too good, you will constantly be scratched by everyone and everything. If you are too bad you might be rendered useless or condemned by everyone and everything. Seek for understanding as knowledge is power.

Tears might be seen as water, but to the heart it is a product of pain. Nobody can understand your pain, nobody can read your mind. Some things are meant to be left unwritten. The happiness you seek is within. I remember a few years back, I was filled with so much pain in my heart, it consumed me unconsciously, I hated everything including me. All I could say to myself was, I want to be happy. Not just the regular kind of happiness. Like listening to jokes,chilling out with friends e.t.c. That happiness that comes from within, the feeling of content and freedom in every aspect possible. I thought I have to have everything I desire to be happy, I thought I have to be in a relationship to be happy, I thought I have to make my dad proud to be happy. Literally my understanding of happiness was based on submitting to a third party. Self recognition plays an important role in your state of mind and level of contentment. 
The feeling of contentment and gratitude is what gives birth true happiness.


Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find, even when reaching for something in the distance, release your inhibitions. Your past can't be changed but your future can be restructured. It is your story, no one else can write it for you. no one else Can speak the words on your lip. Drench yourself in unspoken words, Live your life with arms wide open. Break tradition when you have to even when your tries are outside the line. We have been conditioned to not make mistakes most especially by society, mistakes are growth and path of life. Sometimes we carry guilt in our hearts consciously and unconsciously, self forgiveness is also very important. Tomorrow is an opportunity to be the better version of you. It is never too late to find who you truly are. Remember God is capable of doing all things. Just ask. Today is where your journey begins


Thanks for reading 
Moonlight Ruona Amreta 



Comments

Anonymous said…
Really loved this. I needed it! God bless you Moon
11 September 2022 at 02:26
Jude Chuks said…
Hello Miss moon, you are such a wonderful writer
God bless you abundantly. And give you more inspiration.
14 September 2022 at 00:30
Miss Moon said…
Thanks so much for the feedbacks , it's deeply appreciated
24 September 2022 at 06:45
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